I have been gone for a while. So busy with school. I should have never taken a 15 week english course in 5 weeks, too much damn work. I am struggling with it. I have to be able to stand on my own two feet. I have to be able to survive on my own. My marriage has reached the point of no return. We are now living like roomates. It's not a pretty picture. We don't fight (well except when we talk...lol) Just keeping the peace. My submission and slavery or just a dim picture right now.