I am back for now

I have been gone for a while.  So busy with school.  I should have never taken a 15 week english course in 5 weeks, too much damn work.  I am struggling with it.  I have to be able to stand on my own two feet. I have to be able to survive on my own.  My marriage has reached the point of no return.  We are now living like roomates.  It's not a pretty picture.  We don't fight (well except when we talk...lol) Just keeping the peace.  My submission and slavery or just a dim picture right now.